WEIRD WOMAN

since 2 years ago i was outside my body and eye-withnessed something in another star-system...
and asked all my spiritguides to warn for this something weird happend:

i was sick and i really died, and i see crows and i hear names like MACHA LOVES YOU....
i got to answer a lot of boring zen stuff and they told me the pharaoh is a wizzard....

anyway i am able to see very far in the universe... see metors and move my coincessness around it.

lots has happend. sometimes i feel a bit down....
it has todo with this woman i see..................................
in the astral world she injected me with scarabs.............and i paniced...
next morning the news paper showed there apeared a new crop circle in the shape of a
beatifull butterfly.

this woman has a really PERFECT face, black hair and she is a real bitch.
i tried to get rid of her, i failed............... she is one of the woman i cant seem to ....

i dont know about 7.................. its all around me.
and i meet lots of godesses.................

i do sleep with them, altrough some look scary............ but i focus on what i feel
sometimes i am so afraid i sit on bad and shiver and tears come so afraid i am.
and this woman she said; 2 years ago i am your wife.......

but i dont love her.

i discovered after i got the reward , bael gave me his hammer and rakesha maat is the
daughter of maat godess of justice.

since i found out the hammer is USED TO JUDGE THE DEMONS................
i am not afraid aymore of the night wich starts from 19:00 till 07:00

i received many gifts..............and hecate and others brought my soul back when i died.
The new nirvana state.............. i am able to feel around me.


i dont know if these are warlock powers..........
i never made a choice for light/darkness becouse i have meet blue orbs who live outside the
universe and are COMPLETELY stable in goodness and evilness.
friendly giants.

they also gave me gift.
and with this gift i call it ALLGOD energy (blue orb energy from outside our cloud/universe)
i am imume for light/darkness
basicly i use the new gifts to spot dangers..............in the universe........and then
i telepaticly contact that what nirvana state shows me to save the day.

that weird woman.................... damm my soul really hurts.
when i have sex with tiamat she shows me her face.
well they said; THIS IS THE HIGHEST HONOUR IN THE UNIVERSE.....

i never was so pshycic......................
i manage myself better now.

i had to learn from THE SPIRITWORLD.

sometimes if i come............. i howl like a astral werewulf,werecat or dragon.....
and i have so many friends now.

basicly i do this............. and videogames and so on.............i just feel so empty.

I work for the universe, live on earth and if i do a heroic deed i am allowed a wish for earth.
i gave away power wich i could not handle........
democracy isnt bad. zeus has a hell of a punch....

learn from the spiritworld.................... its hard.....
i like to share becouse............... 2 know more then one.

have a nice night.
i love the night becouse its filled with love.