Hello fellow seekers

It took me this long to post here because I'm, admittedly, very timid; and yes, even online. Did I elicit some sympathy or even pity?, good! ^_^ at least some image is developing.

It's hard to imagine you caring, since I'm just some newb who you know nothing about(I'm not saying it isn't perfectly reasonable) but to hell with it. My name is Robin, for starters.
I was your typical pervasively undevout Catholic, I had nothing to do with the institution other than being labeled as one of it's adherents. After my abrupt and awkward transition into a heretic I began dabbling in the occult. Never practiced on a regular basis or studied seriously. My interest in Wicca(wasn't long lived)->Thelema eventually waned, though I havent ceased being a dabbler, Im ashamed to say. Mysticism is now my main interest.
I would like to write more but I'm tired and Im sure you are too.

welcome komadori-ma. You should not feel ashamed about what you study, I was the same once now im back into my original faith catholicism as well but i mix all my rituals and all my beliefs together but i still claim to be a catholic. Everything works together and you'll notice once you study the kabbalah/ qabbala/ QBL/ etc.. Theres so many branches you can go into from mysticism and ritual magic together with the kabbalah. The world is magic, welcome to digimob.

Thank you but I'm not ashamed, I never looked back.