Greetings from golden valley

I am a individual who seeks to have a uniform understanding of all things occult, my mind is filled with nothing but theories and questions and i hope to have the chance to share them with you all.

Contrary to my first sentence, i am not an occultist, i am a serious seeker of forbidden knowledge for the purpose of KNOWING. To know is the greatest thing i always strive for.
But understanding is what i truly yearn for, to have a complete understanding of the history and practice of the occult is what i desire. I wish to talk to people who are living it and i wish to read that which is strictly forbidden by the church.

In the end i want to write a commentary on my experience, a 400 - 600 page one.
One which i hope will help to dispel many of the false rumors and accusations that the majority religions reflect unto it, but also so others can have a better understanding about it.

Perhaps i can find all that i need here, Well enough rambling.

I better get back to work.

How can you understand occult concepts, without having personal experience of what you talk about?

Jesus said, "If a blind person leads a bind person, both of them will fall into a hole."
Gospel of Thomas verse 34.

N.S