knowledge and dead ends my story

I believe that I have been led here by my source I don't know why but I believe that joining this forum I can over come the things that have been blocking me from succeeding, not necessarily in my life, but in my ability to block out the distractions that do not allow me to tap into my inner self. I'm always looking for suggestions and also enjoy intellectual conversations but most of all I'm looking for a spark of information that I cannot explain. I really don't know why I'm here but maybe someone else from this forum does. Supposedly I'll know when I'm ready and when I find what I'm looking for you probably won't hear from me any more.

As I posted my introduction facebook has crashed lol!